The cat is out...

Now that I've met J this whole thing feels really real. I told people at work including my boss and so now I have about a month to arrange my leave and all that stuff. I am so not ready. J had told me that she wanted to ask her doctor to induce her so that I could be there for the birth. Of course I've called twice to see what the doctor said and she has not called me back. This doesn't bother me as much as it used to, but it still bothers me. But I've definitely learned that she follows her own agenda and it is useless to try to get her to follow mine. I'm learning to take things one MINUTE at a time and believing that things will all work out the way they are supposed to work out. Hopefully she will call me back soon so that I can plan my leave, etc.