Give me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change

Sigh... I have to keep reminding myself that nothing ever goes as planned. Or how I want it to be. When D and I last spoke, she agreed to call the lawyer on Monday or Tuesday and then we would speak. Well, I called Suzanne, my lawyer on Wednesday and D had not called her. So I called D and of course she didn't answer so I left a message. I am trying so hard not to panic and to accept that she has a life and even though this is the most important thing in my life right now and I want to get things moving, I am dependent on her and I can't control her. I need to have faith that things are going to happen the way they are meant to happen and not freak out.

Easier said than done!